I’m still afraid

frustrated

The night before 13.5…

Sometimes I’m afraid, terrified even of WODs. Scared that it will be too hard, that I’ll break, quit, cheat, underperform, that I’ll just let myself down.

Do you ever feel like that?

We’re only really competing against ourselves thought right? But I wrestle with myself constantly, battling over the little things; the empty lung sets of two, the got one more in sets of three, the last set of one.

I try and win the little things.

Tonight I feel like my shadow is leading me and I won’t be able to catch up go it. Today, I’m scared the little things won’t be enough.

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